{"id":2468,"date":"2026-11-04T19:25:54","date_gmt":"2026-11-04T09:25:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/?p=2468"},"modified":"2026-11-04T19:25:54","modified_gmt":"2026-11-04T09:25:54","slug":"blurr","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/2026\/11\/04\/blurr\/","title":{"rendered":"blurr"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i feel a bit like i&#8217;m losing my mind. or i lost it. Somewhere down along the line. Can&#8217;t write anything without it slipping into cliche.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve got such an impressive range of gadgets and memories. i knew i was a smart person. but never seemed to put it to use.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s not true i just haven&#8217;t turned it into money but then who cares about money.<\/p>\n<p>Look at this website, just an empty love letter to eternity.<\/p>\n<p>Reading a lot of books lately, just escaping into fiction though also trying to improve my literary credentials a tad. So i read Ulysses. And actually although it took a while i did end up really liking it and Bloom. It really sucked me into that moment in time better than anything else i&#8217;ve read. I&#8217;ll defend it against anyone now. Though still its about 35% porn.<\/p>\n<p>Back at work feeling a bit useless. 20 more years till i retire? Still getting tired despite or perhaps because of op. But tis to be expected.<\/p>\n<p>look at my writing &#8211; so dull. what&#8217;s happened to me.<\/p>\n<p>And i&#8217;m playing guitar a little at least so that&#8217;s something. and performing again soon at Marcel&#8217;s little bite size fest.<\/p>\n<p>apologies folks i will have something better to say one day but for now i&#8217;m just alive and i&#8217;m still here anyway.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i feel a bit like i&#8217;m losing my mind. or i lost it. Somewhere down along the line. Can&#8217;t write anything without it slipping into cliche. I&#8217;ve got such an impressive range of gadgets and memories. i knew i was a smart person. but never seemed to put it to use. That&#8217;s not true i &#8230; <a title=\"blurr\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/2026\/11\/04\/blurr\/\" aria-label=\"Read more about blurr\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2468","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-whimsy"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2468","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2468"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2468\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2470,"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2468\/revisions\/2470"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2468"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2468"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.forkword.com\/plog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2468"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}